Falling Off the Wagon

Okay, I haven't updated in a while out of embarrassment. My weight loss journey has taken a break. I lost some weight in the beginning, but since then I have just stayed the same. There are a lot of excuses (camping, going back to work, etc) but they don't really matter. So, I'm climbing back on that metaphorical wagon. I joined Weight Watchers on line today. It worked for me in college when I had about the same amount of weight to lose, so here's to what works! Thank you everyone again for all your support, and I'm still going to make those goals and get those pledges! Hey, no one ever did sign up to shave their head or do anything crazy like that, you still could. Here's some new pics too (camping and Natalie's 2 year), I know most of you just check this site for that anyway :)

"Mom, you're so funny!"

Just thought I'd share a captured moment with you. He is still such a good baby. All smiles and cuddles (most of the time!). He has the sweetest little baby coo right now. His sister's favorite word is "no" right now. He'll be there in such a short time.

Roo Hangin' With Her Home Boyz

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Natalie was loving that long stretch of nice weather. She digs her new swing set and the neighbors sand box! The neighbor boys love the swing set too so there is never any shortage of friends to play with. Michael is growing like a weed. It's all in length and none in any chubbiness so people are still always saying he is "so tiny". I think he's perfect. I might have Mommy goggles on but he seems fine to me. He now tips the scales at 10 pounds! Speaking of scales, I'm down 10 pounds, maybe he just picks up what I drop!

Okay, I thought these pics would load differently. Just crank your head to the side and pretend I did it right. Our friend Jessica was in town last week and we took Michael to Naked Plates to make the pieces above. She did one of Natalie when she was a newborn and now we have a matching set! She does such an amazing job. The ornaments are presents for the grandparents. They'll have to act surprised!

A Fresh Start

I hate to admit this, but I got an idea from a morning talk show (it was either the Today show or Ellen, I can't remember). A woman was being interviewed because she had lost a ton of weight and had made a web site about it. She had friends and family sponsor her weight loss. What a great idea! People signed up for certain pound increments and when she reached that number they had to fulfill their pledge. One of her friends shaved his head! She said it helped to have not only the support of her friends and family, but also the accountability.

So, in my quest to be genuine on my blogs, I will admit that I need to loose 50 pounds. This is so embarrassing for me to admit. How in the world did I get this far down this road? I realize I was pregnant twice in the past couple years, but those babies didn't weigh that much! I am so motivated to do this because we are 99% sure that Michael is our last child and I never want my kids to remember me being over-weight. I can't run yet (my back got pretty screwed up during this last pregnancy) so part of me wants to just say I'll get healthy when I can start running again. This won't work, this is the thought process that got me into this mess, you know it, the "I'll start that tomorrow".

I am asking all of you to support me as I get healthy. I'm hoping just five of you come up with a creative idea and pledge to fulfill it at 10, 20, 30, 40 and 50 pounds lost. If more than five want to, I'll change it to five pound increments. Just think, Jeff and Sarah could pledge to move back to Michigan (I can always hope). Someone could shave their head (I'm voting for Kurt, can't you just picture him bald, makes me laugh hysterically). A wealthy stranger could read this and send Ryan and I on a cruise, who knows! I have started walking quite a bit and the changing my diet portion started today. I can't wait to read your pledges!

Roo Get's Her Own Place

We got this too cute play house for our deck so Natalie could be "outside" even when Mommy is taking care of Michael. Unfortunately, we put it up over a week ago and she has spent those days in between with her forehead pressed to the slider crying "house" as it rained. I'm pretty sure she would sleep in there if we let her. Ryan found out that he is a sucker for a cute little blondie when she pulled him in there the first day it was up and he sat hunched over until her couldn't take it anymore. I'm apparently not as big of a sucker, I sit in a deck chair!

Happy Family

We are adjusting to life as a family of four much more smoothly than expected. I'm pretty sure Michael is a little angel sent to us, he is such a good baby. He's already slept through the night a couple nights in a row now! Natalie loves to kiss him and "hold" him. She sits in my lap and I put him in hers and she just stares at him. Her newest sentences are "he cry" and "he happy" which pretty much sums up the extent of his emotions right now. The little guy won't stay little for long, he eats about every two hours during the day. We had his two week appointment last Friday and he had gained 12 ounces since his discharge weight from the hospital. It may not sound like much, but if you only started at 6#7oz it is a considerable jump. Well, my little man's eyes are open so I'm gonna go shake a rattle at him, or start him on his multiplication tables, we'll see how ambitious I get!

The Latest Spa Treatment

I don't know if there is a yogurt facial out there, maybe Natalie has invented a new craze. We'll make millions! This was the Key Lime flavor. Usually the child can't gulp down yogurt fast enough. This must be her subtle way of telling me she doesn't like the flavor.